I couldn’t tell you why I always ran. It was instinct- as natural as it was to kiss him, it was equally natural to pull away. “I should go…” and just like that, a red glaring light went off in my head and signaled me to leave. It wasn’t that I wanted to go; I wanted to be there more than anything. But my body seemed to move faster than my mind did.

I’m so broken, I think I have a habit of breaking others around me, too.